1/9/2026

alright,

just an idea.

because i was listening to "Fuck Me Eyes" by Ethel Cain for the past 24 hours and i'm so in love with the backstory that i'm turning it into my inspiration for a story that i'll write.

i just hope that i can finish this one. and if i did, it's gonna be my first one ever.

• i also like to insert the lore of some songs from Taylor Swift's folklore - betty, august, and cardigan.

so, the story circulates within three people.

first: i'm painting a girl with long dark hair, ending around her waist, always combed and looking neat. her personality is more of.. the good girl vibe - like the Ethel Cain aka the Preacher's Daughter. she dresses in big cardigans, long skirts, and possesses a cross necklace made of silver.

second: i'm looking at a young man with a kindhearted, warm personality. the type that goes to church with his parents and had a little sister. the kind of guy you would swoon over. could be the neighbor's brother from the American Teenager.

third: i have this vision of a girl who grew up in a small trailer with her mom- like Natalie from Yellowjackets- and her mom used to do drugs, was a sex worker, and she had no father too. her upbringing is rough (maybe because her mother resented her) and this led to her being a precocious, wild child. she's the girl with the fuck me eyes. she was just trying to survive.

this overview could still be changed/modified, depends on what happens along the way.