To my constant

Dear Ri,

Hello mylove, I know you are sound asleep right now, I don't know, it's so hard to sleep when my soul is wide awake.

You know, I love you so much, because I just found myself telling you stories, secrets that I've kept to myself for so long, and I guess, it's beautiful and magical at the same time —to share your life to somebody, perhaps that's how you know it is real, because you're letting them in to your life, when I tell you stories I haven't said out loud before. After all, that's one of the most wonderful things we can do in this lifetime; to share bits of our soul to somebody, but you're a special case, I'm letting you see right through me, I'm leaving you a piece of me that you can have for eternity.

And you know sometimes, it's really scary, it's scary on how fast people can change, one thing you're everything to them, and then they don't know you the next, Ri, let me tell you stories, secrets, disappointments, goals and aspirations and please hold them forever.

People have asked me "why him?" Maybe perhaps, It's because you hear my screams— even if I said nothing at all.