Hello, this is Althea and i cannot bring myself to message you. Aisha/Ram/Seika is Kat's ex girlfriend but they did are not supposed to break up. 3 months of katrice not having a phone and she gave me the passwords to her account. I pretended to be katrice for 3 months and used her photos so that they will not know that she doesn't have any phone. I am the reason why they broke up, katrice did not cheat on her ex. I did and she did not know it until ram's friend ranted her and posted about it. For those 3 months i tried to be present and act like her but i was tempted as i don't feel anything for her girlfriend before (which is ram/aisha/seika) She was so mad i betrayed her and ruined her trust. I was the first person to do so and i regretted that i cheated while pretending to be her. The azyanna account, I gave it to her after she got mad that i ruined her relationship. She stopped the flirting on everyone there and she was disgusted, We had a huge fight about it.

Few weeks after the confrontation happened her world collapsed, I saw it and she cried but acted tough since she still have to go to school. The night after school we went to buy drinks and i comforted her, apologized for a lot of times and it happened there. We went out to purchase something and she waited for me outside the 7/11 and there it happened again, she was harassed, almost got raped. We are thankful enough that she shouted and the police station is nearby - the old police station was on the sea side not far away from the church. The guy did not receive any punishment so we went home, I am currently hiding from social media as i still fear men. But i have a girlfriend now and i barely talk to katrice and i only talk to her to remind her that we cannot disclose anything yet. 

Why i mentioned again? It's because year 2022 she's 15yrs old and I am 17, This happened on may and it is a very traumatic event. She was almost raped when we went home after going to a wedding event (my aunt's) and since i lived in Sorsogon(a barrio where sea waters are visible) and she lives in Daanglungsod. We parted ways on the pediroad (the road where it's scary when using a motorcycle due to the road being so steep) It was already 11PM when it happened. I heard her shout and when i ran towards her a drunk guy has already laid his hands on her body. Though she's scared her clothes were torn and i immediately called the nearest tanod. I told the patrolling tanod about the situation and was about to send katrice to the hospital yet she refused as she just wants to go home to her grandparents. Though her grandparents did not know about it as she went immediately to her room and asked me not to tell them. Though the guy is already in prison, he got out the next day due to lack of evidence, We're devastated and we gathered evidence but to no avail we failed.

I still blame myself for the situation but she comforted me and told me not to worry about it, She moved on with her life but i haven't. We kept it for almost 5 years now and was planning to inform you 5 months from now, But you read the conversation between her and aisha (which most of them are sent by me). She called me that night when you suddenly got distant and she panicked that you'll leave her because of it. I listened as she cried and for a few minutes i heard a thud, she passed out from crying and it's the 9th time then yesterday she collapsed again when i asked her what the 10th was about on her notes. 

I was at work whole day and was asleep the whole night and i'm sorry if i did not message you privately as i am currently busy, She was about to say yes when you asked her if you can court her but i said delay it. I deliberately asked her to delay her decision. She loves you to the point i feel uneasy as her feelings are starting to revolve around yours. Sometimes whenever she cries and calls me i always tell her to inform you but she doesn't want to as she mentioned that you have your own problems too.

I hope this will clear everything and i hope you'll keep everything a secret, please don't tell no one even her parents as her father will just blame her for it. She doesn't know i'm telling you about the incidents please act like you don't know anything about it as it might trigger her panic attacks. She also doesn't know about this notepad so don't let her open this and don't let anyone open it, Don't let anyone know about what really happened. I made this notepad on December 13, 2025 to prepare for the worst and I did not expect it to come so soon. If you have any questions you can ask it here.