i have no one. 
my sister brags.
that she has the perfect boyfriend.
he is the best thing that has ever given to her.
fuck life.
i can not stand her. 
but i don't really give a fuck now.
my best friend has a ex that she has had sex with.  
he is just so perfect to me. 
i could just imagine him saying "i know that you like me kiss me with your eyes closed". 
just feels so.. so.. real. 
he is tall.
he is hot.
he has vain's in his arms. 
his lips.
his arms around my waist.
his cuddles.
his kisses.
his love.
his brown eyes.
his smile.
his hugs. 
i could imagine. 
just him.
just me. 
just my best friend.
she said we could have a threesome . 
i said i don't fucking know.
but then i said yea.
i met her today and we are like best friends.
i want him. 
i.
just.
don't
have.
the.
power.
to ask him out.
i gave her my number. 
so she can give me his.
i hope he answers.
well.
i like i said.
i want him....:(