Incomplete - Ruksmis Raei

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To, whoever has gained the permission to read this

Raia's one of the rarest dreams are where Dazai appears. Though, they always end weirdly and she's left unsatisfied; like once, he was too tall to even notice her. Pain. Nonetheless, it's still rare to see him appear and when he does, it's a nice memory, this one is where she was semi-satisfied, but it's still annoying to her. The only dream where she was satisfied was when Mikey and Draken were jumping on top of the iron ceiling beside her building. It was raining and they were soaked in rain. They unexpectedly had fans everywhere around them though.

From top to bottom, everything was memorable to Raia. It should be count as a super power to remember every single detail about a dream you had last night! Because she greatly posseses it. This little book was obviously written from her dream. But things are changed. Nobody can have access to the real copy for reasons so I'm writting this virtually. Thank you!

From, Raei.

Anyways, 'Incomplete' Req's hopes to live were washed away when her sister Lios was brutally murdered in front of her. She started to have an existential crisis until she started to adjust to a new life, which could've been called 'training to take revenge for my sister's sake' but instead it's numb, emotionless perhaps.

Chapter OOO I don't remember you.

" They never thought about deserving something better than what they have received. It was meant to be like this. They were neither made to pity nor to appreciate the given lives. So they lived twice. lived twice at the same period of time. But what if they were given a chance to erase their mistakes or change their choices. Do god make sense? "

Req's dehydrated body was signaled to wake up and her eyes opened to be greeted by bright lights. She sat up on her elbows before looking around, her white orbs found her sister's silver back of her laptop. It was blinding. She tried to observe more to find the cause of the light. She saw the largest window in their room to find out about the large world of the forest green trees on the other side of the pain glasses, blue sky above all of them. The blinding sun was soptted above the sky. She tried not to investigate further, so she peaked at her sister Lios's phone. The same world beside her bed, outside the window but with filters. Due to her sleepy state, she just started to shuffle around her cushions, why? She didn't know either. It wasn't quite abnormal to not talk to her sister or ask what was happening, though she didn't know anything at all; besides her name or small things. The white bed wasn't comfortable enough for her because of the temperature now. Something walking on top of her roof suddenly caught her off guard. So she stiffened in her position, half laying on the bed. Dhip. DHIP. And with a terrible shower of concrete over Req, she screamed. Loud enough for a person behind 8 doors to hear it muffled. She stopped screaming before looking at her sister with widened eyes. She was not looking at Req. But behind her. It was something golden. Req had to lie down before Lios. So she did. The light was coming over her body to reach her sister. And the next second. blood and screaming. Warm liquidy type stuff was sprayed all over Req's white dress. It was half red now. It all happened too quickly for Req to even know what happened and that's when a rough tug on her forearm caused her to get dragged out of the room. It was open everywhere, only a hallway which lead to the exist and she was being dragged towards it. Before she was covered with the darkness of the hall, she only saw an angel, a real angel over her sister's torn apart body. Ve was looming over the scratched and terribly opened up head of her sister, just to do nothing. Req felt nothing. She just wanted to leave and forget about anything and everything that happened today. She was immdeiately pulled into a warm enough hug to get her feelings back to normal. She sobbed the second she was pulled. They kept walking and eventually opened the door with Req against their chest, hugged.

Chapter OO1 Who we were and will be now.

" As ve said, 'Either the monsters are you, //

Req kept crying and sobbing outside the house, her hands sticky and salty from her half-dried tears. She calmed down before being asked, "Absolutely a horrible experience but you will get used to it, won't you?" He looked down at her with sadness and hope, so he could share it with her. She looked up at his dark green eyes. It reminded Req of the view outside her window before that happened. So she looked away and wiped her tears with her white sleeves, which's blood stain was getting dry and turning a darker shade every moment it passed. "Was she your only family?" He hesitated after not getting a reply from Req of the first question. Req looked miserable when the realization hit her, as soon as he asked that. What else is there now? Does she have a reason to live now? Why can't she just faint and never wake up? She doesn't want to think about this at all. She doesn't want the ability to think anymore. Everything that happened didn't leave her any reasons to keep going. The person beside her leaned closer to Req's height and patted her head, narrowing his eyes at her forehead. "I am sorry." Was the only sentence he could let you know. He didn't expect anything out of it. Req suddenly relaxed her arms beside her and started walking with a blanked expression plastered all over her face and her walking style. She was numb, nothing could affect her anymore. The boy jogged over to Req to catch up with her numb pace. He knew better now, not trying to start any conversation is giving her space to think clearly. Like him too, Req had deceided to let him take her wherever he'd like. So they walked, through the bushes and stoned paths. Forest green trees surrounding them. The sky let out a soft groan while they walked, they both thought the other was leading but, neither of them were leading. It was unknown to both of them. Cold breezes swept throught them and Req felt worse. It will rain.

Chapter OO2 I saw, I witnessed.

// or we. Us, needs you to be wise enough to discover through rather experience. " //WIP