Goodbye

Its always been hard to think of thid ever hspoening snd in sorry ive brought your heavens to the ground. You mean the world to me despite everything. I know what your thinking. "Then why can't this work? " Because. Because im stupid and nothing more but a stupid child I'm sorry. You where never the problem, i was. And ive said it many times. Im sorry ive made you suffer many times. Just as you ranted away to everything you said, i was agreeing. Your right and im not going to make me the victim. Your hurt here because of me. For your safety snd happiness im leaving you. It might sound dumb or cringy. But its the reason. Not only that but i just cant keep a relationship for some reason. Ive tried you really made me feel cared for but the thing weve been missing has really taken it's toll. I wish nothing but the best for your future for your happily ever after. For ehatever you wish for to come true. Maybe in another life in a different universe were together. But im sorry we cant be in this one. Weve tried so hard to make this work but it isnt going anywhere. Im sorry but im putti g my foot down i csnt bsre hurting you when om trying to do the total opposite. I love you. I forever will. But i hope you move on and find your queen. Your sky. The scent you crave for when you sleep. The arms you want around you. A partner you want to marry and have a family. Someone you sleep with and enjoy being around every second of every day. And gives you individed attention. To treat you right. Someone who with out hesitation will protect and be there for you. Someone you love both inside and out. They'll be beautiful in both ways. You can do better then me. And im sure you'll find your girl. It stings to know thst person wont be me. It really does but as long as your happy i want nothing more. It hurts to spend National girlfriend day like this but i dont deserve not even a single grain of dirt. I dont want to say good by but ive made my decision. All i can say now is i eish you the best of luck, your so strong, and kind, caring, funny, charming, adoring, loveable, and over all a good person someone and i mrsn everyone loves you. And I sure someone will want you in there life forever. And I'll gladly hand you them to you. You where mine. Thank you. thank you for everything. For all the great memories. For all the love, all the experiences. I wont ever be embarrassed or shy to speak of you. I wont ever epeak of your name in vain. Theres no reason for me to. Thank you my love ill forever be in your debt. You'll forver be my Mr. Cortez Davenport there is not a doubt in my mind. You might be with another but is rather be alone with my thoughts.thank you. Ill keep it short. Just know I'll rorevee remeber those adoring sapphire eyes. Those red soft thin lips, that charming addicting smile. Those tight hugs. That laugh. That voice, those jokes. Those moments. Those kisses. That hair, that scent. Thet personality. I love it. Never chsnge for anyone. Be the person i could never be. I love you.... Good bye forever....

Goodbye is not a departure. It's a welcome to my ever lasting love.